Author: Cathy Nolan

The December 21, 2020, Reflection – History will be truth!

History will be truth! December 21, 2020 Christmas Novena, Day 7 St Peter Canisius Dear Family of Mary! Day 7 of our Novena before Christmas!  And here is the sentence from Our Lady’s message for us today: “By reading the Sacred Scripture you will discover Jesus’ birth and joy, as in the first days which Medjugorje gave to humanity. History will be truth which, also today, is being repeated in you and around you…” (11/25/2020) I included the 6th line with the 7th.  The meaning of our sentence today depends on it.  Sacred Scripture contains our history, seen through spiritual eyes.  Though the Old Testament tells the story of the Chosen People, it also contains the spiritual history of each one of us.  No one can read the story of Cain and Abel and not see in it the truth about sibling rivalry and our difficult family relationships.  And again, no one can read about Joseph being sold into slavery by his brothers and not feel the sting of envy and the ruin of power struggles in our own families or communities.  Or take King David’s adultery with Bathsheba, or King Ahab’s coveting of his neighbor’s vineyard, or Harrod’s adultery with his brother’s wife, and on and on.  The Bible contains the true history of us all. And there are also so many good examples of holy and courageous lives in the Bible, from Noah to Abraham, to Jacob, to Job, to Elijah, to Esther and Judith and so many more. These holy ones also are the truth, that God can raise up holy people in every age to serve Him. What we learn in the Scriptures tells us about ourselves, our own times, the trials and temptations, the victories, and failures of us all.  Truth shines in that history, especially because we see not only the choices for good or evil that are made, but the consequences of those choices.  And we learn what is the will of God, what is holy and good. “History will be truth which, also today, is being repeated in you and around you…” It is vital that we understand what history is being repeated in each of our lives. For good or ill, we contend with the same trials and temptations and have to choose between good and evil, daily.  In fact, our only sphere of influence actually is our own life.  We have to work on ourselves, as Our Lady says.  We have to make our history a good one. If we are good historians, we look for the truth.  Without the Sacred Scriptures we will not have the moral compass necessary to discern the truth in our personal history, and in the history of our family, our country or the world.  That truth is not just facts, but the facts seen in the light of God. So, as we contemplate the Birth of Jesus, let’s pray that He will show us the truth about His birth!  We want to know every little detail about Jesus, so that we will see God in all His providence, saving us from our sins, and righting all the sordid history of the past.  Come, Lord Jesus, and save us from our sins.  Save us from our past lives.  And make us part of Your History of Salvation! Now let us pray: Dearest Baby Jesus. I love You. I can’t take our eyes off of You. I long for You. And I pray to You, please come and be born in my heart today. And I say to You: I give you permission to be born in my heart right now, today. I give you permission to use my poor stable of a heart as your birthplace. I open the doors of my stable/heart, and I say to You, come! Come with Your Mother, Mary, and with Your foster father, Joseph, and find in my heart, a place to rest and be born. I welcome You with wonder and awe.  And I love You with all of my strength. Come and take over my stable of a heart. It is Yours forever. Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020 P.S. The parish of Medjugorje continues the Novena before Christmas today! Each day the parish will climb Apparition Hill, praying the Rosary. Mary TV will stream this event, live, each day, at 2:00 pm Medjugorje time. You can join in on our Channel at www.marytv.tv PPS. Here is our Donate link! The matching grant is still active!! (Go to our website for more donation options) Donate      

The December 20, 2020, Reflection – Discover Jesus’ birth and joy!

Discover the Birth and Joy of Jesus! December 20, 2020 Fourth Sunday of Advent Christmas Novena, Day 6 Dear Family of Mary! This is Day 6 of our Christmas Novena!  Here is the sentence from the November 25, 2020 message for today: By reading the Sacred Scripture you will discover Jesus’ birth and joy, as in the first days which Medjugorje gave to humanity. The Gospel readings for these last days of Advent are some of most beautiful and joyful scriptures to be found in the Bible.  Starting with December 19, we read a portion of the first chapter of the Gospel of Luke each day until Christmas!  And what joy and wonder is to be found in each reading!! Luke 1:5-25:  And angel of the Lord appears to Zechariah, proclaiming that his prayer had been heard, and his wife, Elizabeth would bear a son who will go in the spirit of Elijah to prepare the way of the Lord! Luke 1:26-38:  The Annunciation!!  The Angel Gabriel comes to Mary saying “Hail, full of grace!”  He announces the Incarnation of the Lord, the coming of the Messiah!  And Mary says, “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.” Luke 1:39-45: Mary sets out in haste to visit Elizabeth and little John leaps for joy in the Holy Spirit at the presence of Jesus! Luke 1:46-56: Mary proclaims her Magnificat!!  “My soul proclaims the Lord; my spirit rejoices in God my savior!!”  What joy!!! Luke 1:57-66: Elizabeth gives birth to a son, and he is named John!  And the news spread throughout the hill country of Judea!! Luke 1:67-79:  Zechariah proclaims in prophecy his great Canticle: Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel; for he has come to his people and set them free.  He has raised up for us a mighty Savior, born of the house of his servant David…” Then on Christmas Day Luke 2:1-14: The Birth of Jesus in Bethlehem, in a stable, because there was no room in the inn.  And all heaven erupts of jubilation!! Indeed, this entire week we will be discovering the joyful birth of our Savior, Jesus!  I hope to take time for some prayerful reading of these scriptures, in order to let the Holy Spirit, fill my heart with joy. Our Lady mentions that as we ponder these scriptures, we will discover the same joy that was revealed in the first days of her apparitions in Medjugorje.  This may seem odd.  But in reality, it is not.  Franjo Zubac shared on the Jesus Rosary for December 2, 2020, about the power of the joy that Our Lady gave to the people of Medjugorje when she appeared.  He said that the communists were using all their tactics to scare the people away from the apparition site.  They were threatening them with terrible consequences.  But it didn’t work.  Here is why: “But Our Lady poured joy into the hearts of the people, and the people would walk to Medjugorje’s church through the fields, singing! Singing! Full of joy and happiness. And you couldn’t stop it. And slowly, slowly it started moving the way Our Lady wanted it. And slowly, slowly, through the messages that Our Lady is giving us, all of us even today, every month, she is trying to lead us and guide us. Prepare us.” (Frano Zubac, Jesus Rosary, 12/02/20) The joy that the people experienced was a power much greater than any communist threat.  It was the joy from Heaven, the joy of the first days which Medjugorje gave to humanity.  That joy persists.  And it is more powerful than any worldly threat.  So, the joy of Jesus’ birth and the joy of Our Lady’s coming both tell us: “God exists!”  They tell us that Jesus is with us and that He loves us, and this is all we need! (You can hear Frano describe the first days at this link: https://marytv.tv/jesus-rosary/ (scroll down to December 2, 2020) Or read my transcription here: https://marytv.tv/the-december-3-2020-reflection-as-in-the-first-days/ Now let us pray: Dearest Baby Jesus. I love You. I can’t take our eyes off of You. I long for You. And I pray to You, please come and be born in my heart today. And I say to You: I give you permission to be born in my heart right now, today. I give you permission to use my poor stable of a heart as your birthplace. I open the doors of my stable/heart, and I say to You, come! Come with Your Mother, Mary, and with Your foster father, Joseph, and find in my heart, a place to rest and be born. I welcome You with wonder and awe.  And I love You with all of my strength. Come and take over my stable of a heart. It is Yours forever. Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020 P.S. The parish of Medjugorje continues the Novena before Christmas today! Each day the parish will climb Apparition Hill, praying the Rosary. Mary TV will stream this event, live, each day, at 2:00 pm Medjugorje time. You can join in on our Channel at www.marytv.tv PPS. Here is our Donate link! The matching grant is still active!! (Go to our website for more donation options) Donate      

The December 19, 2020, Reflection – Little children, work on yourselves!

Little children, work on yourselves! December 19, 2020 Christmas Novena, Day 5 Dear Family of Mary! “…Therefore, little children, work on yourselves…” (November 25, 2020) Our Lady is always practical.  She is a mother. She knows that the only sphere of influence we have is our “self”.  Everything depends on the state of our own soul.  And that is our responsibility.  On Tuesday of the Third Week of Advent in the Office of Readings for the Liturgy of the Hours, the second reading hit it on the head for me!  Just how to work on myself!! If we want to make our hearts into homes for Jesus, we must work on them, and this advice is very good: From the Imitation of Christ (Thomas A Kempis) (Lib II, cap, 2-3) On humility and peace Do not care much who is with you and who is against you; but make it your greatest care that God is with you in everything you do. Have a good conscience, and God will defend you securely; no one can hurt you if God wishes to help you. If you know how to suffer in silence, you will surely receive God’s help. Since he knows best the time and the way to set you free, resign yourself to him, for God helps you and frees you from all confusion. It is often good for us, and helps us to remain humble, if others know our weaknesses and confront us with them. When a man humbles himself for his faults, he more easily pleases others and mollifies those he has angered. God protects and frees a humble man; he loves and consoles a humble man; he favors a humble man; he showers him with graces; then, after his suffering, God raises him up to glory. He reveals his secrets to a humble man and in his kindness invitingly draws that man to himself. When a humble man is brought to confusion, he experiences peace, because he stands firm in God and not in this world. Do not think that you have made any progress unless you feel that you are the lowest of all men. Above all things, keep peace within yourself, then you will be able to create peace, among others. It is better to be peaceful than learned. The passionate man often thinks evil of a good man and easily believes the worst; a good and peaceful man turns all things to good. A man who lives at peace suspects no one. But a man who is tense and agitated by evil is troubled with all kinds of suspicions; he is never at peace with himself, nor does he permit others to be at peace. He often speaks when he should be silent, and he fails to say what would be truly useful. He is well aware of the obligations of others but neglects his own. So be zealous first of all with yourself, and then you will be more justified in expressing zeal for your neighbor. You are good at excusing and justifying your own deeds, and yet you will not listen to the excuses of others. It would be more just to accuse yourself and excuse your neighbor. If you wish others to put up with you, first put up with them. Let us pray: Dearest Baby Jesus.  I love You.  I can’t take our eyes off of You.  I long for You.  And I pray to You, please come and be born in my heart today.  And I say to You: I give you permission to be born in my heart right now, today.  I give you permission to use my poor stable of a heart as your birthplace.  I open the doors of my stable/heart, and I say to You, come!  Come with Your Mother, Mary, and with Your foster father, Joseph, and find in my heart, a place to rest and be born.  I welcome You with wonder and awe.  And I love You with all of my strength.  Come and take over my stable of a heart.  It is Yours forever.  Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020    

The December 18, 2020, Reflection – The feeling of Heaven – Hidden in the Newborn!

The feeling of Heaven – hidden in the Newborn! December 18, 2020 Christmas Novena, Day 4 Dear Family of Mary! “…God sent me to be joy and hope in this time, and I am saying to you: Without little Jesus you do not have the tenderness or the feeling of Heaven which is hidden in the Newborn…” (November 25, 2020) I find it comforting to know that God has provided for us in these days we are living right now.  He knew that these days would be filled with anxiety, depression, fear of the future, and a deep oppression from the enemy.  Our enemy is laying a trap for us.  He wants to engulf us in the troubles of these days and take away our peace and our faith. But the Father sent Our Lady “to be joy and hope in this time…”  She is the antidote to all that the devil is doing to bring us down.  She is joy!!  She comes from Heaven to tell us that God exists, that God loves us, that Jesus is our brother, and that we have been called and chosen by God!  All of this give us a deep hope for the future.  Our Lady of Medjugorje is God’s answer to the lies of the devil. And what does Our Lady tell us to do in these difficult days?  “Pray, little children, for little Jesus will be born in your hearts!”  She calls us to open our hearts to Jesus.  Then she warns us: “Without little Jesus you do not have the tenderness or the feeling of Heaven which is hidden in the Newborn…”  We need little Jesus in our hearts so that our hearts can be transformed!!  We need little Jesus because His presence brings powerful graces to us.  And these graces will change us forever! Jesus will bring to our hearts, tenderness!  What is tenderness?  Let’s think about it. Tenderness is softness.  A tender heart is soft, gentle, kind, generous, welcoming, quiet, and loving.  A tender heart is able to feel the needs and trials of others.  A tender heart can empathize.  Such a heart feels what the other is feeling and responds with love.  When a tenderhearted person sees a baby, that person responds with all his or her strength to serve that little one.  To protect the baby, to nurture the baby, to comfort the baby…etc.  A tender heart is a loving and nurturing heart. When Baby Jesus is born in our hearts, our hearts change.  They become tender, supernaturally tender!! And this next gift is even more astounding.  With little Jesus in our hearts, we can have “the feeling of Heaven which is hidden in the Newborn!”  The feeling of Heaven!  Heaven itself is hidden in the Newborn Jesus.  Little Jesus brings Heaven in a powerful way. It is true that every newborn baby communicates a bit of Heaven.  If you have ever witnessed a birth, you know this is true.  When that tiny little human is revealed, squinting at the light, shivering a bit with the coolness of the air, reaching out but not finding the comforting confines of the womb, and just being so new, there is also something otherworldly about him.  It has to do with wonder.  We are astounded at the wonder of new life, the wonder at God’s intricate design for each child, and even more we are in wonder at the presence of a soul that will live forever.  We can feel it.  It is there. And so, imagine what it was like to see the Newborn King!  Magnify this wonder at a newborn human a billion, trillion times and you will still only be scratching the surface.  Jesus, the Newborn, brought Heaven to earth.  And though it was hidden from so many in His time, it broke out quite often, bringing healing and conversion and truth and light to all who desired to see. Our Lady wants us to experience that Heaven that is hidden in the Newborn this Christmas.  She wants us to be transformed by the Heaven that is hidden in the Newborn Jesus, born in our hearts.  Our Lady is talking about transformation.  She wants us changed, made whole and strong through the birth of Jesus in our hearts. Are we ready to be transformed?  Are we ready to be filled with joy, hope, tenderness, and Heaven?  We need to pray for it (desire it) and give Jesus permission to come into our hearts this Christmas! Let us pray: Dearest Baby Jesus.  I love You.  I can’t take our eyes off of You.  I long for You.  And I pray to You, please come and be born in my heart today.  And I say to You: I give you permission to be born in my heart right now, today.  I give you permission to use my poor stable of a heart as your birthplace.  I open the doors of my stable/heart, and I say to You, come!  Come with Your Mother, Mary, and with Your foster father, Joseph, and find in my heart, a place to rest and be born.  I welcome You with wonder and awe.  And I love You with all of my strength.  Come and take over my stable of a heart.  It is Yours forever.  Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020  

The December 17, 2020, Reflection – Jesus gives Himself to each of us…

Jesus gives Himself to each of us! December 17, 2020 Christmas Novena Day 3 Dear Family of Mary! “…Open your hearts to Jesus who gives Himself to each of you…” (11/25/20) Our Lady has asked us to open our hearts many times throughout her almost 40 years with us in Medjugorje.  As our Mother, she has tried to teach us to live simple lives, completely given over to God.  She has wanted us to live out of a deep faith and trust in the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.  That deep trust creates an openness towards God which allows the Lord to come to us and even enter into our hearts. I always think of Jesus’ words in John’s Gospel: Jesus answered him, “If a man loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.” (John 14:23) Doesn’t this promise of Jesus make you shiver with joy?  If we love Jesus, and we keep His word, which is do everything He has taught us the best we can, then His Father will love us!  And Jesus and the Father will MAKE THEIR HOME WITH US!!! I think opening our hearts to Jesus has everything to do with loving Him and keeping His word.  If we do these two things, we open the door of our heart wide!  We say “Welcome” to Jesus and to the Father and of course the Holy Spirit.  And then we find we have made our heart a home!!  A home for the Trinity! Of course, Jesus started this process first, by becoming a Man, by choosing to become one of us.  And in that human estate, doing everything He possibly could to teach us about Himself, His love for us, His desire for us to be healed, His gift of the truth to us so that we would no longer sin, His sacrifice on the Cross, so that we could be forgiven and reunited with His Father.  Jesus offers Himself to us over and over again, day in and day out.  He makes the first move.  He never lets up.  He loves us so much.  But never the less, we are the ones who have to love Him back and make some kind of move in His direction.  Only then can He enter our hearts. This brings me back to the understanding we had yesterday of how Jesus can be born in our hearts.  “He can bring that moment of His birth into our moment in time.  And somehow, He can make each of our hearts into that stable, that poor, lowly place where He was born.  And we can welcome Him in our poverty and emptiness, just as the stable did.  We can welcome Our Lady and St. Joseph and the animals and the stars and the shepherds into our hearts, so that we can all adore the Christ Child together there.  Jesus can do that.  All we have to do is pray for it and permit Him to do it!” This could be the best Christmas we have ever had! Let us pray: Dearest Baby Jesus.  I love You.  I can’t take our eyes off of You.  I long for You.  And I pray to You, please come and be born in my heart today.  And I say to You: I give you permission to be born in my heart right now, today.  I give you permission to use my poor stable of a heart as your birthplace.  I open the doors of my stable/heart, and I say to You, come!  Come with Your Father, Your Holy Spirit, Your Mother, Mary, and with Your foster father, Joseph, and find in my heart, a place to rest and be born.  I welcome You with wonder and awe.  And I love You with all of my strength.  Come and take over my stable of a heart.  It is Yours forever.  Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020

The December 16, 2020, Reflection – Pray that little Jesus can be born in your hearts!

Pray, little children, that little Jesus can be born in your hearts! December 16, 2020 Christmas Novena, Day 2 Dear Family of Mary! “…Pray, little children, for little Jesus to be born in your hearts…”  (11/25/20) Over the years, Our Lady has told us several times to pray for little Jesus to be born in our hearts.  Each time she seems to assume that we know how to pray for such a startling and unusual gift. But do we actually think that Jesus can be born in our hearts?  How on earth can this happen? She gave us these instructions in 2009: “Dear children! All of this time in which God in a special way permits me to be with you, I desire to lead you on the way that leads to Jesus and to your salvation. My little children, you can find salvation only in God and therefore, especially on this day of grace with little Jesus in my arms, I call you to permit Jesus to be born in your hearts. Only with Jesus in your heart can you set out on the way of salvation and eternal life. Thank you for having responded to my call.” (12/25/2009) Our Lady told us that she was carrying little Jesus in her arms, actually bringing Him to us.  But that was not enough.  She told us we must permit Jesus to be born in our hearts!  The key word is “permit”.  I have never thought of giving Jesus permission to be born in my heart.  I never thought it was possible, or even likely that Jesus would want to be born in my heart. Well, with these two messages I pick up that we must pray for Jesus to be born in our hearts and we must permit Jesus to be born in our hearts.  We need to ask Him to be born in our heart and give Him permission. This is the way God relates to us, isn’t it.  He desires to make His home in our hearts, but He will not come unless we pray for it (desire it) and give Him permission to come (give Him authority to come into our very heart).  This is the wonder of our freedom and autonomy.  We have been given the incredible dignity of our own freedom and privacy. But then there is the question of the birth.  What does that mean?  Jesus was born, once and for all in Bethlehem in a stable to Mary and Joseph!  He can’t be reborn in millions of people.  No, but He can bring that moment of His birth into our moment in time.  And somehow, He can make each of our hearts into that stable, that poor, lowly place where He was born.  And we can welcome Him in our poverty and emptiness, just as the stable did.  We can welcome Our Lady and St. Joseph and the animals and the stars and the shepherds into our hearts, so that we can all adore the Christ Child together there.  Jesus can do that.  All we have to do is pray for it and permit Him to do it! Maybe it is just this moment, the Birth of Christ in the Stable, that we need to have alive within us every day.  Maybe it is this reality that we need to live every hour of every day.  Why?  Because it is the Miracle of God’s love for us!  The Miracle of God’s salvation.  The Miracle of God’s tender Mercy.  It is the Gift of our Redeemer, come as a newborn Child.  And we will have nothing to fear because Jesus will be born in our hearts this day and every day, until we arrive in Heaven.  Jesus’s birth in us will continue to heal and purify us until the day we enter Heaven. Let us pray: Dearest Baby Jesus.  I love You.  I can’t take our eyes off of You.  I long for You.  And I pray to You, please come and be born in my heart today.  And I say to You: I give you permission to be born in my heart right now, today.  I give you permission to use my poor stable of a heart as your birthplace.  I open the doors of my stable/heart, and I say to You, come!  Come with Your Mother, Mary, and with Your foster father, Joseph, and find in my heart, a place to rest and be born.  I welcome You with wonder and awe.  And I love You with all of my strength.  Come and take over my stable of a heart.  It is Yours forever.  Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020 P.S. The parish of Medjugorje continues the Novena before Christmas today! Each day the parish will climb Apparition Hill, praying the Rosary. Mary TV will stream this event, live, each day, at 2:00 pm Medjugorje time. You can join in on our Channel at www.marytv.tv

The December 15, 2020, Reflection – A time of love, warmth, prayer and joy!

A time of love, warmth, prayer and joy! December 15, 2020 Christmas Novena, Day 1 Dear Family of Mary! Today the parish of Medjugorje begins a Novena before Christmas!  Each day the parish will climb Apparition Hill, praying the Rosary.  Mary TV will stream this event, live, each day, at 2:00 pm Medjugorje time.  You can join in on our Channel at www.marytv.tv Each day I will write a short reflection on a line from Our Lady’s November 25, 2020 message. There are nine sentences!!  Shall we begin! “Dear children! This is a time of love, warmth, prayer and joy…” (November 25, 2020) When Our Lady first gave us this message, I was struck with how odd this declaration sounded!  In the midst of Covid, lock downs, isolation, loneliness, and fear, how could she say that? And yet, she was right!  This is the time of love, warmth, prayer, and joy! Why?  Because this is God’s time! And God is Lord of Heaven and Earth! He is in charge of all time!  And He is the God who loves us unconditionally, who’s heart is on fire with love for us, who comes to us in prayer, and who’s Spirit transmits joy!  This is God’s time! Advent tells us that we have everything to live for!  The answer to all our needs, hopes, desires, and longings is about to be born in a stable to a Virgin!  Our hope is not in vain.  Jesus, our Savior is coming! I found a lovely Litany of our Lady of Hope, which gives us so much to ponder as we wait this Advent.  Our Lady is the Woman of Hope!  She can teach us how to live in expectation of the coming of the Lord.  She is our Mother, our Light, our Sweetness, and our Hope! May we be filled with the love, warmth, prayer, and joy that Our Lady announces, through the graces she can procure for us today! Let us pray: Litany of Our Lady of Hope (Pontmain) (Also known as Our Lady of Pontmain) Lord, have mercy. Lord, have mercy. Christ, have mercy. Christ, have mercy. Lord, have mercy. Lord, have mercy. Response for the following: Pray for us. Our Lady of hope Our Lady of the way Our Lady of light Fullness of Israel Dawn of the new world Mother of God Mother of the liberating Messiah Mother of the redeemed Mother of all people Our Lady of hope Virgin of silence Virgin who listens Virgin who sings Servant of the Lord Servant of the Word Servant of the redemption Servant of the kingdom Our Lady of hope, light up our way. Response for the following: Pray for us. Disciple of Christ Witness of the gospel Sister of humanity Beginning of the Church Mother of the Church Model of the Church Image of the Church Our Lady of hope Mary, blessed among women Mary, dignity of women Mary, greatness of women Woman faithful in waiting Woman faithful in her task Woman faithful in discipleship Woman faithful to the cross Our Lady of hope First fruit of Easter Splendor of Pentecost Star of evangelization Shining presence Prayerful presence Welcoming presence Active presence Our Lady of hope, light up our way. Response for the following: Pray for us. Hope of the poor Trust by the humble Strength of the marginalized Relief of the oppressed Defender of the innocent Courage of the persecuted Comforter of the exiled Our Lady of hope Voice of freedom Voice of communion Voice of peace Sign of God’s maternal aspect Sign of the Father’s nearness Sign of the Son’s mercy Sign of the Spirit’s fruitfulness Our Lady of hope Christ, Savior of history Christ, Savior of humanity Christ, Hope of creation Let us Pray: Almighty and eternal God, the blessed Virgin Mary, glorious Mother of your Son, helps and defends all those who call upon her. By her intercession may we be strong in faith, steady in hope, and persevere in your love. We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen. In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020  

December 12, 2020 Update from Denis – A room with windows round about…

(c)Mary TV   December 12, 2020 Feast Day of Our Lady of Guadalupe Dear Family of Mary TV, Apostles of the Gospa of Medjugorje: My wife tells me my updates are boring. “All you do is give messages from Our Lady, one after another….People also want to be hearing from you…. You should be telling them stories!” I can’t think of anything more boring than me talking (I already do it enough during the Rosary)…. And I can’t think of any more exciting words than Our Lady’s messages. Nothing else is giving light these days. And every one of them carries grace from heaven! “I speak for your salvation,” she tells us! But she did ask:“…for this time to be for all of you, a time of witnessing. You who live in the love of God and have experienced his gifts, witness them with your words and life that they may be for the joy and encouragement to others in faith.”(9/25/11) OK. I’ll tell you a story. This one happened thirty five years ago. It begins with Our Lady of Guadalupe and is connected to Our Lady’s November 25, 2020 message i.e., reading Scripture, seeing miracles around us, etc… It brings me a lot of joy to remember,,,, A priest friend, Rev. John S. Dunne, CSC., suggested that my wife Cathy and I go on a retreat with him during Lent. The CSC’s owned a house on a lake. The three of us could use it for a Saturday. That was all the time Cathy and I felt we could take away from the children. We each brought something to share on the retreat. I brought a message from Our Lady in Medjugorje. (Back in those days I’d make copies and hand them out on street corners!) Fr. Dunne had the story of Our Lady of Guadalupe translated from the original Aztec that he wanted to read to us. It was given to him by an old monk on top of a mountain in Oregon where he had given a retreat several months earlier. We had Mass and prayed. Cathy shared what she felt the Lord was saying to us during our prayer time, and John read the account of Our Lady’s coming to Juan Diego. Halfway through the retreat, I became distracted by the room we were in. Someone had added this room onto the house. It had windows all around, and was a very comfortable place to pray. The thought struck me that I too could add a room onto our house. I thought it would be a place to pray and be big enough also for the kids to play during the winter when it was too cold for them to play outside. And maybe it could be big enough so that sometimes we could set up a ping-pong table! Cathy thought it was a crazy idea. Our seventh child was to be born that summer, and it seemed I would need to get a summer job. I was teaching “Theology” at St. Joseph High School, right across the road from Notre Dame. My starting salary five years earlier had been $5,000 a year. I didn’t have any money to build. And I didn’t really know the first thing about how to do it. When I was little my father had built our house in California out of adobe bricks….I hadn’t a clue how to use wood.  Cathy’s arguments made sense. But I knew that God loved families. He loved children. And kids needed room to play. Winters in Indiana were just too cold for them to play outside. Adding on a room made a lot of sense to me! I sat right down after getting home from the retreat and prayed, explaining to Jesus we needed more space with six children and another one on the way. “Jesus, everything Cathy says is true, but I know you love families and you love kids. We need this room. If you bless it, I’ll start tomorrow. If you don’t, even though I think it’s a great idea, I won’t touch it with a ten foot pole. What do you say?” Opening the big Jerusalem Bible my eyes fell on a passage giving the dimensions of a room: “Fifty cubits by fifty cubits,” the measurements for the foundation of the Temple. When my eyes fell upon the sentence, “With windows round about,” that was it! I knew I could find second hand thermal pane sliding glass doors, take the frames off and use them as windows. I had seen some at Lakeville Salvage for $10.00 each. Starting the next day I went to a neighbor’s garage and paced off his ping-pong table to get an idea for how big the room needed to be. (Not to get ahead of the story, it ended up being 18 feet wide and 30 feet long!) The first thing I had to do was cut down a pine tree next to the house where the room would be built. The wind was blowing towards the house….when I started up the chain saw the wind changed directions and was blowing away from the house….after the tree fell the wind resumed blowing towards the house! (You don’t forget these kinds of details. This job would be filled with them.) Someone told me that a foundation in Indiana needed to be below frost line, 33 inches deep, and so I started digging. I bought 500 used cement block from a guy down the street who had them piled in his yard. Made numerous trips driving them the one block to my house. Poured the foundation.  Got sand and cement. Borrowed Perry Pence’s cement mixer and laid the block.  Then put a 2” by 8” board on top for a sill. That was the end of my knowledge. I figured I could get used wood from buildings being torn down. One Saturday it took me all morning to snake out one eighteen foot long 2” x 12” from an old bar coming down on Notre Dame Avenue (“Frankie’s” when I was a student, later ND grads may remember “The Library”). And I needed forty 2” by 12”s, each twenty feet long! Realizing my plan getting used wood wasn’t going to work, it would take years to scrounge the wood, I prayed, “Jesus, give me money so that I can just buy the wood I need and I won’t have to get a second job for the summer. I can build!” The next day, Cathy told me her father phoned: “We hear Denis is building a room. How would you like to borrow some money? But we know you can’t really pay it back, so just see it as a gift. What would you like me to send? $20,000?”  I told her to ask for $5,000. Several days later she received a check in the mail for $10,000. God bless her dad. He ended up sending me his credit card so I could just purchase whatever materials I needed when I needed them. Not knowing how to build, I had called an Amish construction company in Nappanee. They said they could start in a month. It would cost $450 dollars a day, and that was just for labor. His last words: “Of course, we’ll need the plans.” Plans! Plans! I thought, “Plans? That’s what I called you guys for!” I had no idea how to get plans. I told him I’d call him back. I needed to talk it over some more with my wife. I didn’t need to talk it over with my wife. She already thought the whole thing was crazy. What I really needed to do was pray! I went out under the patio enclosure and asked the Lord if He’d help me. We could do it together. I didn’t hear any voice. The only way I can explain it is that I got a “shot” of adrenalan! Two things came to mind. First, the Lord had said that He would bless it (receiving that passage giving the dimensions of a room). Also, Jesus was a carpenter. Maybe Jesus would enjoy helping me, 2 x 4 by 2 x 4, putting this room together. It would be like a vacation for Jesus! Right after that prayer I had the confidence to begin. I remember taking a skill saw, guessing at the depth of the blade, and cutting right up the side of my house where I figured the two structures would join. I measured out the first wall. Someone had told me to use 2 x 12 headers. “What’s a header?” I was told you just nail two 2”by 12”s together. Most of that whole wall would be windows, so the header needed to be strong. It would have to hold a second floor. I nailed it in place.   The end wall of the room was eighteen feet long and only had six inches of wood (4 two by fours), the rest would be windows (sliding glass doors). And it too had to support a second floor. I remember a neighbor stopping by to see what I was doing telling me it would never work because there needed to be siding to keep the wall from collapsing. Just for decoration I purchased several hand hewn beams from an old barn being torn down. I thought they’d look rustic. Little did I know that the way I placed them across the first floor ceiling, header to header, would give necessary support solving that problem. But I had just put them up because I thought they looked nice. Then went up the next wall and then the next. I asked someone how you build a second floor, and he said, “The same as the first!” So we went ahead – just Jesus and me . I only had Jesus helping me (and an occasional friend, like Matt Hunckler and my son Sean to help lift things). Once someone did stop by, Brother Alberto Bondi, who also taught at St. Joe. He happened just when I was putting down the first floor…. so I gave him a glue gun so the plywood would be glued and not just screwed…. if he hadn’t shown up I woujldn’t have glued at all. That turned out to be important because of all the wear and tear that floor was going to endure…. Actually the whole job was very enjoyable. When you don’t know what you’re doing it’s easy to pray…. you just get in the habit. And that always brings joy….especially the more you need to trust. The more joy it brings. Next came the second story floor and the second story walls. Next would come the roof. When my father was visiting that Summer he told me when it came time to tie the two roofs together to be sure to hire someone to do the job… otherwise for sure I’d be plagued with a leak where the two roofs joined. When it came time to build the roof, I called a carpenter I had been told worked at Big C Lumber Company. Bill McCluen came out. Taking a slow look around, standing on the floor of the second story, he said, “OK. I’ll build your roof. I’ll be here on Monday morning to start.” He dropped his work belt and some tools on the second floor and left…. As he drove his car away I had a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach, as if I had committed a mortal sin…. Watching him drive away I said, “OK Jesus, if this job is really like a vacation for you, you want it to be just you and me and you don’t want me hiring anyone… have me never see him again. Have him never come back!” To this day, all these years later, I have never again seen him…. (When I brought his tool belt and tools to Big C Lumber Company so he could get them back, they told me he had quit working there and had left town)…. So I set about making a roof. I couldn’t figure out from a book how to determine the angle for rafters, so I just took a 2” by 6” and guessing, drew a straight line on the board at an angle with a pencil. After cutting it, that board became my pattern for all the rafters. It worked perfectly. I needed 45 of them, two every 16 inches. The roof was 30 feet long! When I got to the end I had no idea how to tie the two roofs together….the roof of the addition I was building to the roof of the house. I remember just sitting there thinking… and of course praying…. when all of a sudden the thought popped into my head: take two 8’ long – 2” by 4”s, frame a little 4 foot high wall, and carry it up and tack it along the very peak of the house. Don’t tie two roofs together. Go right over the roof of the house and make a third story! And that’s what I did. I remember when I had the little wall nailed together, Jerry Faust’s son, Jerry Jr., showed up with some of his friends from St. Joe High. They helped me carry the wall up and hold it in place as I tacked it onto the peak of the house. It was very simple. It worked. I’ve never had a leak. And that third floor became a favorite place for my kids to play, and now for grandkids to play. In those days I always carried a hammer and a crowbar under the front seat of my car…. in case I came upon a building being torn down and I spotted something Icould salvage…… and so that’s how I got the beautiful oak stairs leading up to that third floor… When I began I was told I needed to get a building permit. We live in the city (a couple of blocks from Notre Dame….How Our Lady gave us this house is another story.) When I went to the County City building to get a permit I was told I had to have plans. Plans! There was that word again. I asked for a piece of paper and drew a little sketch of “an enclosed porch.” That got me the permit. I remember after enclosing the walls after I had done the electrical work, I was told, “Denis, the electrical inspector is going to want to see all that work. He’s going to make you tear out all that sheet rock!” That day in class my prayer was, “The electrical inspector is coming today and I’m told he’s going to make me tear out the inside walls so he can see my electrical work…. pray with me that Our Lady takes care it and I don’t have to tear out those walls.”  My students and I were always praying for everything… Everything I needed. Everything they needed. We spent a lot of time praying together. And our prayers were always answered! That day the city electrical inspector was too busy, so the county electrical inspector was sent instead. He passed everything. In fact when the final building inspector came after the project was all done, he had only one complaint. It was all too well built. I remember his exact words: “You could drive a semi across the second floor. It’s overbuilt!” The second floor would become bedrooms. It took two years to finish, and during that time all the kids slept in one room… Every night mom would read to us all together. It was heaven. She went from having two closets to having nine closets. And that 1st floor room became a place of prayer. It seems we never remember getting the ping-pong table out. When Notre Dame got its first web page (only students knew how to set things up for the university)….the web page opened up to four categories: Academics, Athletics, Social Life, Spiritual Life. And when you clicked on Spiritual Life, two things came up: Knights of the Immaculata…and Children of Mary…with an announcement that on Wednesday nights ND vans would be waiting at the circle to give rides to any students who wanted to go pray the Rosary at the Nolan’s house. That room became a center for prayer for a lot of years. And from it later for years (see above) Cathy and I would pray the rosary daily through Mary TV with Our Lady’s children on six continents. (I don’t know the number, not necessarily many, and I don’t care to know. I believe Our Lady said that every time we prayed in response to her call from Medjugorje, she’d come and pray with us. It’s Our Lady praying with us that makes it a joy! God bless you, Denis Nolan          

The December 14, 2020, Reflection – Am I not holding you on my lap?

Our Lady of Guadalupe, pray for us! December 14, 2020 St. John of the Cross Dear Family of Mary! We find ourselves in the third week of Advent, already!  It seems that time is moving so quickly these days. Our longing for Christmas, and the birth of our Savior grows within us.  But we also are living through very difficult times and very much need Our Lady to take care of us.  Like all good mothers, she can multitask.  So, as she prepares for Christmas, she can also take care of us!! I want to share with you the transcript of Fr. Leon Pereira’s homily for December 12, 2020, given in Medjugorje, because he teaches us something very important about Our Lady, and just why she can take such good care of us. Listen carefully and renew your trust in the Mother who has come to save us. She told us on August 25, 1995 “… Little children, I am with you, and I love you and I bless you and I wish for every one of you to be in my embrace. You cannot be in my embrace if you are not ready to pray every day. Thank you for having responded to my call.” A Reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew As they were coming down from the mountain, the disciples asked Jesus why did the scribes say that Elijah must come first?  He said in reply, “Elijah will indeed come and restore all things.  But I tell you that Elijah has already come; and they did not recognize him but did to him whatever they pleased.  So, also, will the Son of Man suffer at their hands.”  Then the disciples understood that he was speaking to them of John the Baptist. The Gospel of the Lord HOMILY There is a principal at work in the Bible which we call Typology, to do with types; in Greek “tupos.” Now, I want you to think of a typewriter – those of you who are old enough to remember typewriters – when you hit the key, the – I don’t even know what it is called… no, no… — it hits… the letter hits the ink and the paper, and it leaves a printed letter.  The printed letter is what we call the “type.” So, if you hit the letter “T,” you get a “T” printed.  And if you, you can hit “T” over and over again, you’ll get lots of “T’s.”  Now, all those “T’s” are called “types.” The metal part that hits the ink is known as the “anti-type.”  It’s not the opposite of the “T,” it’s just the opposite side, the one that presses the ink. Okay?  So, you have the “type” which is the printed version; and the “anti-type” is the metal thing that hits the ink, the ink tape.  So, the “anti-type” is the reality.  And the “type” is a version. Now, I’m using these words because these are the exactly the same words used in the Bible.  We are told that Adam is a “type” of Christ.  We are told that baptism is the “anti-type” of the flood of Noah.  Okay?  So, reality… Baptism is the reality; Noah’s flood is an image of that reality because they went through the water and were saved.  So, it’s a “type,” it’s an image, a foreshadowing.  And Adam is a “type” of Christ, that he also is a foreshadowing of Christ, and Christ is, therefore, the “anti-type,” the reality.  Okay. Now, this happens throughout the Bible over and over again.  So, you can say the Ark of the Covenant is a “type” of Our Lady.  Our Lady is the “anti-type,” the reality; she is the true Ark of the Covenant. Now here in the passage that we just heard, we are told about Elijah; that Elijah must come first.  And Jesus says something quite surprising.  You know, he doesn’t just say, “Elijah has come; they did to him whatever they wanted,” meaning, John the Baptist. John the Baptist is Elijah as you have been hearing for the last two or three days in the readings, that he comes in the Spirit of Elijah to prepare the nations.  He is – there’s a technical term for this – he is the “anteambulo,” the “one who walks beforehand.”  You know, if you’re walking… say, you’re a king, and you’re walking, you must not step on a stone or stumble; so, the anteambulo goes before you – literally, in Latin, “the one who walks before you” – and clears the way.  And we’re told as exactly in Isaiah, “he goes before to lower the hills and the mountains, and to build up the valleys;” so there’s a flat road for the Messiah to walk on.  So, he prepares the way for the Messiah. But Jesus says something else, “Elijah will indeed come and restore all things.”  So, who is that Elijah?  Because, he means, the one who is in the past: “Elijah has already come.”  That’s John the Baptist.  But there’s another one: “Elijah will indeed come and restore all things.”  This refers to the future with respect to Jesus and his disciples.  It refers to:  Our Lady.  Our Lady is Elijah, “the one who comes to prepare the way” for Christ’s second coming.  She, and we’re told, she “will indeed come and restore all things.”  What does she say here in Medjugorje?  “I have come to tell you that God exists.”  This is how she begins when she first came here. Today, we keep the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, which is really the beginning of all modern apparitions of Our Lady.  Because, from this time on, we not only have clearer records; but there’s also a pattern of things happening, of things being hinted at, of things being made clear.  The Tilma that she left, the imprint of her image on the tilma – we find out more and more things about it as time goes on. The stars on her cape correspond to the stars in the sky of that particular time, December 9th of 1531 (I think the year was).  And also, now, today, Father Francesco sends me a thing saying that the stars correspond to musical notes and it plays a kind of heavenly haunting melody; it’s quite beautiful, actually.  Because remember, on December 9th, Juan Diego says, “I heard this beautiful music; that’s what drew my attention,” he says, to the hill at Tepeyac. And then, of course, she wears a black sash.  She’s pregnant.  She’s standing on the moon clothed with the sun and the stars – a crown of 12 stars, etc.  Hinting at… more than hinting, saying she’s the Virgin of Revelation, of Chapter 12 of Revelation; and at the end of Chapter 11: “the Ark of the Covenant was seen… in Heaven.” So, it’s saying all these things to us.  But really, Guadalupe – the message of Guadalupe – comes down to her words to Juan Diego.  She addressed him as “Juanito, Juan Dieguito;” you can’t really translate that into English, because it doesn’t sound right if you say, “Johnny” instead of John, or “Johnny-kins” for Juan Dieguito, or something.  But it’s affectionate; very affectionate, very warm.  And he called her “grandmother.” Now this is not strange to me.  Also, in the Indian language that I speak – Malayalam – when you want to honor someone no matter how old they are, you call them “mother” or “father” even if they’re younger than you.  And if you want to really honor them, you call them “grandfather.”  So, St. Thomas the Apostle who converted my ancestors, we call him, “grandfather.” Muttacchan. – “Acchan” means father – “Muttacchan,” eldest father, grandfather, first father.  Okay? So, calling someone “grandma” is not a disrespect at all.  So, yeah. In case I call any of you, “grannies;” from now, yes, I mean it respectfully; it’s a term of respect.  So, he calls this young girl… he says, “she’s a young girl,” and he calls her “grandmother.”  So, this is the dialogue that they have. And she says to him – this is worth hearing again and again; maybe even pinning it to your mirrors and read it every morning – she says, “For am I not here with you, your mother?  Are you not safe in the shadow of my protection?  Am I not the source of your life and your happiness?  Am I not holding you in my lap wrapped in my arms?  What else can you possibly need?  Do not be upset or distressed.” This is what Elijah, the new Elijah, comes to do for us.  Here also in Medjugorje, I was helping Lydia Paris translate the messages again into English.  And we noticed, like back in the 1990’s, one of the messages said something like, “I am embracing you…” or something.  But in Croatian, it literally said, “You are in my lap.”  Okay.  And this is exactly the same language she uses here in Guadalupe, “Am I not holding you in my lap wrapped in my arms?” This image of tenderness, intimacy, protection, motherly care, and a maternal love, a maternal instinct.  “Elijah must indeed come to prepare the way” for Christ as He comes again in glory.  And so, beginning with Guadalupe, we have Elijah with us.  Our own heavenly mother reminding us, “Am I not here with you, your mother?” In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.  Amen. Praise God!  I can tell you that this homily gave me a great deal of hope.  Our Lady is with us, the type of Elijah, come to prepare us for the coming of the Messiah.  She is with us to tenderly and powerfully, protect us and defend us as we await the coming of the Lord.  I feel her care very much in these days. Let’s say these words of Our Lady every day, as Fr. Leon suggests!  Maybe tape them to the bathroom mirror, so that the first words we think of in the morning and the last at night, are Our Lady’s tender words of motherly care to us! “For am I not here with you, your mother?  Are you not safe in the shadow of my protection?  Am I not the source of your life and your happiness?  Am I not holding you in my lap wrapped in my arms?  What else can you possibly need?  Do not be upset or distressed.” In Jesus, Mary and Joseph! Cathy Nolan ©Mary TV 2020 P.S. Tomorrow, Tuesday, December 15, the parish will begin the Christmas Novena! Each day for nine days at 2:00 pm the parish will climb Apparition Hill, praying the Rosary, in preparation for Christmas!  Mary TV will stream this Novena, live, beginning at 2:00 pm Medjugorje time!  Join us!  

The December 11, 2020, Reflection – Our Lady of Guadalupe, pray for us!

Our Lady of Guadalupe, pray for us! December 11, 2020 St. Damasus I, Pope Dear Family of Mary! Tomorrow is the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe!  This is a very special day!!  We honor and pray to the Blessed Virgin Mary, thanking her for her decisive role in procuring the deliverance and conversion of the Mexican peoples who were under the oppression of the Aztec nation, who offered them as blood sacrifices to their god.  Our Lady gave such an amazing sign of her presence to Juan Diego.  It was her image on the front of his tilma.  There are many books written about that miraculous image, which in every way shows its supernatural origin.  Our Lady made it very clear that she was present, and that she was claiming the poor people of Mexico as her own. Let’s pray this Litany in honor of Our Lady’s incredible work of liberation and blessing in Mexico.  And may we remain faithful to her presence in Medjugorje in our day, as she continues her work of liberation, conversion, and blessing!  May her Immaculate Heart Triumph now!! Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, have mercy on us. Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, hear us. Christ, graciously hear us. God the Father of Heaven, Creator through whom we live, Have mercy on us. God the Son, Redeemer of the world, Have mercy on us. God the Holy Ghost, Have mercy on us. God the Holy Spirit, Have mercy on us. Holy Trinity, one God, Have mercy on us. Perfect Virgin, Holy Mary of Guadalupe, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of America, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Star of the New Evangelization, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of America, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Perfect and Ever Virgin, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of the True God, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother worthy of honor and veneration, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother most merciful, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of those who love you, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of those who have confidence in you, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of those who cry to you, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother of those who search for you, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who cures all our pains, miseries, and sorrows, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who alleviates our sufferings, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who keeps us within her compassionate and merciful gaze, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who shows us her help, love, and compassion, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who chooses those who are humble and simple, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who graciously repays all who serve her, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who has us under her mantle and protection, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Mother who carries us in her embrace, pray for us. Holy Mary of Guadalupe, Fountain of our joy, pray for us. Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world, Spare us, O Lord. Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world, Graciously hear us, O Lord. Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world, Have mercy on us, O Lord. Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God, that we may be made worthy of the promises of Jesus Christ. Let Us Pray Almighty and Eternal God, your message of mercy, entrusted to the Perfect Virgin, Holy Mary of Guadalupe, invites all of your children to place all their trust in You. Through the intercession of the Mother of Your Son, may Your message of Merciful Love inflame our hearts that we may be faithful heralds and instruments of this Divine Mercy to the world. We ask this through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son, Who lives and reigns with You and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen In Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Cathy Nolan Mary TV 2020