Daily Reflections
by Cathy

The Cry of our Heart!


(c)Mary TV/ Anthony Zubac 2019
April 4, 2019
St. Isidore

Dear Family of Mary!

“Dear children, as a mother who knows her children, I know that you are crying out for my Son. I know that you are crying out for truth, for peace, for that which is pure and not deceptive…” (April 2, 2019)

In the first line of the April 2, 2019 message, Our Lady captures very well how many of us feel these days. She said it so simply!

First, she makes it clear that she looks at each one of us with a mother’s eyes. She truly is our mother, because Jesus gave us to her as she stood under the Cross. Her dying Son asked her to open wide her heart to the human race, and to take us all into her heart as her children. And she said “yes”. As she always had her whole life, she said “yes”.

So as our Mother, Our Lady beholds each one of us, and knows exactly what our hearts are crying out for. She beholds each one of us and sees that many of us are so very poor in these ways:

Many of us are poor in truth. We have been schooled poorly. We may know all about technology, business, psychology, politics, medicine, mathematics, physics, chemistry, botany, and on and on. We may know all of that, but we have been deprived on the one thing necessary, Truth. Truth is the knowledge of God. God created us. He is the author of all things. He alone can show us who we are and why we exist. That knowledge leads to the truth about everything else. But it is a struggle to find truth in our secular age. As Pilot said, “What is truth?”

Many of us are poor in peace. Peace is the fruit of knowing the truth. When we know that we are creatures and we have a good God who loves us, then we can have peace within because we can surrender to that God completely and live in Him, in His peace. But when God is questioned, denied or just ignored, peace is lost.

Many of us are poor in purity. Purity is the living out of our destiny according to God’s plan for us, in freedom and self-gift. We are not made for ourselves alone. We are made to be a gift to God and to one another. Purity makes that gift possible. Without God, purity makes little sense.

All of us are inundated with deception. Everywhere we turn, we behold lies. Lies about our origin. Lies about our future. Lies about what is good. Lies about what is not good. Virtue run amok, as Chesterton said. Lies about our bodies, our minds and our spirits. This is the enemy’s work. He lies to us about our true identity. He wants to divide us from God and without God there is no light. Everything becomes shadows and darkness.

Our Lady sees the battle we are in. She sees her children wandering in a wasteland of darkness and blindness. She has come to bring us light. She has come to answer that cry that comes from deep in our hearts, “Where is God?” She has come to bring us to Him.

Thank you, dearest Mother, for being our Mother and not leaving us alone in this dark moment in human history. Thank you for hearing the cry of our hearts!!

In Jesus, Mary and Joseph!
Cathy Nolan
© Mary TV 2019

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Vicka, one of the visionaries in Medjugorje, wrote the note (above) after Our Lady spoke with her during an apparition in Medjugorje in April, 1999, about Mary TV’s  plan to build a television facility in Medjugorje.

Vicka wrote to Denis: “Our Lady says that the plan is good – but you need to wait a little.  Now you can get prepared little by little, until Our Lady tells when the right moment is.  You don’t need to hurry, make haste, but to be patient.”

When Our Lady said this to Vicka, the technical genius in Medjugorje that she had her eyes upon, who would begin Mary TV’s live streaming from Medjugorje, was seven years old.

Totus Tuus (Totally Yours)

Immaculate Conception, Mary my Mother, Live in me, Act in me, Speak in me and through me, Think your thoughts in my mind, Love through my heart, Give me your dispositions and feelings, Teach, lead me and guide me to Jesus, Correct, enlighten and expand my thoughts and behavior, Possess my soul, Take over my entire personality and life, replace it with Yourself, Incline me to constant adoration, Pray in me and through me, Let me live in you and keep me in this union always.

Our Lady gave this prayer 25 years before She started appearing in Medjugorje. This prayer is being answered through Our Lady’s presence in Medjugorje and through Her messages. Mother Immaculata writes: “This is Mary’s hour and She is about to crush Satan’s head. Her very being is like incandescent heat in the center of the Trinity and the manifestation of Her power is growing daily. The Immaculate Conception prayer (which is what Our Lady called the prayer she gave me for union with Her) has been used by exorcists who have told me that the devil reacts violently to it and is subdued by it. We are praying daily for the success of Mary TV!“

Our Lady Gives A Sign…


MARY TV was LIVE STREAMING Ivan’s May 24, 2013 apparition on Mt. Podbrdo (Apparition Hill) in Medjugorje. My wife, Cathy, was praying in front of her computer in the US, connected through the Internet, welcoming Our Lady along with everyone gathered on the mountain. She couldn’t see anything on her computer screen because it was late at night and Ivan had said, “No lights.” She found herself asking Our Lady for a sign – a little light – as a sign that MARY TV was on the right track and really serving her. Just after the apparition, when she went to give an account on Mary TV’s Facebook page, the page opened with this picture that she had never seen before, captioned: “MARY APPEARS OVER BUILDING IN MEDJUGORJE, PHOTO TAKEN BY PILGRIM.” Our Lady is standing directly over MARY TV’s studios, her feet right where we have two POV cameras STREAMING 24/7 LIVE TO THE WORLD Apparition Hill & Cross Mountain!


Our Lady spoke to Vicka during an apparition in Medjugorje in April, 1999, about the importance of Mary TV’s mission. At that time she told Vicka that she herself (Our Lady) would begin Mary TV! She did! But she didn’t do it alone. The generosity of her children made Mary TV a reality for her. Your generosity is needed now for it to continue!